As I sit here and stare at my baby boy tonight, my mind begins to wonder. So many emotions....so hard to stand tall. Though, I know his strength and will to fight will keep me going by his side. I want to ask "why him?" yet I know he was born for a reason that outshines any questionable thought running through my head. We all take for granted our health and how lucky we are when we have a healthy child. Never in a million years would I have thought I would be in a CVICU pacing a room with my child not knowing what each minute is to bring. I can't help watching the clock closely as I hear the ticking of each passing second I have with this amazing, precious life. In the past seven months, Ollie has forever changed our lives in the most positive way. As always...Keep Calm and CHARGE on!